Monday, January 03, 2005

i scored 12pts for my O levels

i scored 12 pts for my O levels.. hmm.. seems so far away liao..even the As seem so so so far away.. hmm..i duno.. went back to crash orientation todae.. and it seemed like wow.. u mean ive come so far?the smell of sch was wonderful..it was great being a j1 all over again.. hmm..learning the mass dance.. the ice breakers.. the craziness..too much to take in.. wonderful experience.. oh yeah.. meeting new pple.. hmm.cool i guess..i really enjoyed myself. i guess even more than wat i went thru wehn i was j1.. 2 and a half days was like crap la..bleh.. haha..

well.. after tat on my way home after guit lesson...i was thinking... yes yes.. i think... hmm.. tat sch is such a carefree place..u dun hafta think and everyting is planned out for u.. so fun.. so safe..everything is cheap...now even taking a bus is so ex...ARgH!.. yeah..then like everything is so familar and so fun.. good and bad i guess..

was thinking after this week .. i not onli wun haf many friends left.. but also nothing to do.. everyone will be bz with sch. or work.. wat wil i do ? find a job? yeah i guess so.. hmm. if it does not clash with my bb... hmm which brings me to the pt of this post...

sermon on sat was like super good.. 1st time i ever teared.. or cried during the sermon.. it was abt living in the end times.. for God.. well.. if u dun wanna accept it.. its true.. its here.. not tribulation. but tat's close...look ard.. over the weekend my eyes have been opened to the world.. to the disgusting and sinful world tat is heading for destruction.. due to deception and well juz plain ignorance of their own state...hmm so much tat i cannot describe..

well im gonna mention the tsunami again.. yes cliche.. but yet from it.. we can not onli learn a lesson.. but we can see the ugliness of the world.. pple are dying and struggling to survive.. and yet here we are in comfortable spore whining of wat we dun haf.. and wanna get...and one of the worst comments ive heard is wow... we're so lucky tat we din get hit by the tsunami..hey.. how abt "we haf God's favour" thus we were protected? sick world...

my goal at least for this three mths b4 army? to live for God.. to tell the world... to give an opputunity to as many pple to hear His good news before its too late.. its urgent...time is running out....


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