Thursday, February 23, 2006

tea leaves

hot water will show the quality of the tea leaves..

Monday, February 20, 2006

i like

i like fruit scented hand washes... its like.. so nice..after your hands are clean and all.. then u smell them.. so fresh...so...girl? yeah smelling them on a girl is nice.. hahah..smells cute? haha..

ok.. yeah tat's all.. random.. nitex!

Sunday, February 19, 2006

spring on jupiter and mars

oh my oh my... jon ong's new recordings.... great guitar.... and hmmm.. great vox.. joy boo.. hmm. wow... well done... http://www.freewebs.com/jon_ong/ go dere...

anyway... spent 2 hrs doing fly me to the moon... soon soon i'll get dere.. i mean not to the moon. to the standard... =)

hmm.. heh... i still want a girl who can sing... oh my.. sorry. im crazy...

breakthroughs this week end.. amazing. amazing..
1)in the BGR thingy
2)in cell life
3)in attitude

yeah!

oh yeah im supposed to do this...i wanna thank God for making me... AVERAGE!.. or well a bit better than average... cos.. if not.. i cannot feel and minister to those who feel average...yeah!!.. i just realised today that by God's will and destiny i got into the schools He intended for me to get in... to pass my driving.. to actually do the things i can do... amazing...altho average.. but.. haha.. can get better with hard work.. and He willing!

Thursday, February 16, 2006

sore throat

i wanna marry a girl that can sing!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

v day..2006..non event

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

another non event this yr... one of the many.. one of the overhyped...one of the most overhyped.... blah... not being bitter or what..it just is...

well non event for me... had a great nite out with the arts guys.. ian kwan..quentin..jo.. josh..dael..howard...hmm wonderful time with them.. haha my arts conversion course is going to plan.. haha.. im gonna be an artsy very soon i guess. hahah..

its like..we've really changed so much... its like.. i have changed alot... we have so many of our own tots and dreams... no more impressionable young little things...we know what we want...nothing. or little can change our minds on the goals that we set ourselves...blah.. y so stubborn and hard hearted?

is'nt being teachable and humble good?

Monday, February 13, 2006

objects of affection..objects of lust..

guitar check.. microphone.. check..messages waiting for me when i get home.. check... lonely again... check. lol.. negative for the last pt...

watched north country today... super good show.. really gives a good perspective of women in the work place.. or their place in society.. well ig uess at that time...80's... men are bastards...my goodness. its like... argh!.. ok at least the show potrays men like that...

i somehow like this type of gp type shows.. social issues... its like quite cool. i'd recommend it to JC students taking gp.. lol...its so interesting how pple meet with and overcome their circumstances...

well..some how i cannot over come mine.. need God.. need God...

vday tmr... the commercialised..overrated..overhyped..love festival..that celebrates the "godship" of a greek god..goddess? hmm...we are so drunk with romantic love...so intoxicated with the illusion of eros...

where did agape go?

so infatuated with the temporal.. and theinstant gratificatioin of the world todae...haiix.. where is the love? the real love...?the love that was supposed to be evidence in pple... overflowing from Christ...

i wish that adam and eve were chinese... then..we'll be with God... cos they would have eaten the snake.. blah!

Friday, February 10, 2006

misunderstood

sad...

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

meet with me

hello fellow ermsh.. i duno what to call u guys... ok pple who read my blog... or rather pple who wanna follow my life... exciting life... oh my do i sound very sacarstic?

today... i ran.. and im hungry now... today i ate bk.. and im fat now... todae i... slept.. but still am sleepy now... today i played the guitar...but still itching for more now...today has less than an hr remaining...how much of the day was spent with the LorD?

random...

i hope we can sing on stage 2nd apr!! yay!!!

phase

its just a phase we're all going thru.. pple my age.. yes old pple.. old pple means 20 this yr... sorry to those who are older... u guys.. are older pple.. =P random..

its like suddenly every one is talking abt bgr.. abt how and when and whether they are gonna get married.. hmm quite cool actually.. seeems like we are of the marrigable age.. but of cos not ready.. most of us at least are not ready for marriage yet...

wait....

Sunday, February 05, 2006

waiting

i'm like sitting here in front of the com waiting... waiting for someone to msg me..someone new, interesting.and yes, i should start getting used to the comma key..as liz so aptly put it............

okok yes, im still here sitting for the whole nite, hoping just hoping someone would view me, add me on friendster, tag my board, msg me on msn, sms me, call me.. whatever. some one.. blah..im really in the "i wanna get to know some new pple" mood..yes daryl does not wanna meet new pple? he wants to meet new girls.. uh huh...so well i shall rename my mood.. its the "i wanna get to know some new girls" mood.. blah.. i sound so...desperate..no idea. its just a passing mood i guess. and guess what.. im still doing this...................and not this ","

dumb...

anyway..i duno why im hoping and wishing so much. just funny..falling sick..these few days.. learning alot more abt leadership this past week..heartache..ergh..

somehow deep inside me i really hope that this longing to talk to someone new is an open door to ministry. or the prompting of the holy spirit.. hahah.. yeah rite daryl...i duno..just so boring sitting in a room for like 24hrs with a group of guys that are so different from you..and how u were brought up..what u listen to.. and how u speak. feel abt things. apparantly like the rest of the ac guys in army.. im a "kantang" bloody potato... but.. nvm..i rather be a potato than a cheenafied person...a balance would be the best...

ok im rambling...duno why im feeling insecure when i know where my security lies? funny how dumb trival issues just pop up out of no where when u are like so comfortable...

what will i do for v day? well...God will not leave me nor forsake me.. so yeah. i guess. i will spend it with God.... =P

okok.. date with daryl... any takerS? lol wishful thinking
am i desperate? oh no... =P

okok.. just to let u guys know... im not desperate.. im waiting.. im just in this "i wanna meet a new friend" mood... where friend=girl... =P

nitex.