Sunday, June 26, 2005

sad...

very sad...dreading the book in.. feeling lonely...love God alot more...realised alot more...more focused..life kinda sux at the moment..living conditions sucx..book ins sux..miss home..miss friends.. miss my mei..miss cell.. miss church..tho Jesus walks withme everyday...11 wks more...i keep on stressing abt things..im so going crazy..help...what's wrong with me?...i really hope i can pull thru..

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Saturday, June 18, 2005

what we do...what we become...

experiences.. shapes... moulds...teaches...so.. what will happen to shape you?

what will i become? what experiences must i go thru?

regimental police? what will that give me?

what does God want with my life?

what happens next?

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Monday, June 13, 2005

where has everyone gone!?

yes its block leave for me... and yes... im here at home with no one to go out with.. yes its the sch hols... but.. where has everyone gone?

reports are coming in that an alien spacecraft has just landed on the sunny island of spore.. and are out on the prowl... abducting any unsuspecting friends of daryl..these aliens are rumored to be viscious and cunning...

where has everyone gone?

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Saturday, June 11, 2005

baahhh

Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that
I would Like to say to you I don't know how

Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that
I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me


nice song... bad day...help...

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Thursday, June 09, 2005

pop!!!

ok.. yes.. happy happy.. pop... but still a tinge of sadness.. knowing that the guys that i have spent the last 9 weeks with are gonna be gone forever... lets just forget abt the politics that are involved...the dislike of each other... we went thru quite a bit together.. i would not dare say that its a lot... cos bmt is really.... basic.... yup... had a good time there...moving on to new ... maybe.. most likey not greener pastures...

i realised one thing since ive gone to bmt.... pple generally tink ac pple are rich, snoobish shyts that despise others... well.. yeah its true to some pt.. hmm.. and that ac is really family and very very very.. ok fine.. extremely close knittedbunch of pple...and yes...everyone else in the outside world speaks chinese... baaahhh.. cannot tahan...

ok yeah.. and i also realised that im not as good as i tink i am.. i really really need God.. im really nothing special...hm yup..kinda sux tho... i mean like.. alot alot alot of pple are better than me at alot alot of things.. and im like.. ehhh. ok... not very good? wonder what i am really good at? yeah maybe irritating pple...

yup.. so much abt bmt.... today i went back to sch... like WOW... felt sooooo good... but the toilet next to the hall kinda felt a little different...wonder why? hmm. oke.. really really miss sch... din see many pple dere today tho...one j2 told me i missed jon ong by like 20 mins... hmm sad... okok... i really duno wat to sae abt sch laioz...wanna be part of that again... it will nvr happen....

"stones... taught me how to fly"

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Sunday, June 05, 2005

3 more days to pop..

haha. so happy 3 more days to pop... then block leave!!!! then baaahh.. back to army life... most likely shiong... in command sch... hmm.. so see how lor.... this has gotta be my happiest post for like a very long time.... okok... gtg liao.. will post more on wed when i have alot alot alot more time... bb.=)

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