Dum dum dum dum...: March 2006

Friday, March 31, 2006

disappointment

a word that sums up my day..emotionally? i duno how to describe it..

baaah...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

u noe how everyone wants a prince charming to come in on a white stallion and sweep them off their feet? well mainly girls... dun noe too many guys who want that..thank God...

here i am.. on a hot hot tuesday.. sitting in front of the com..eating ligo raisins...and thinking abt my princess charming..well i guess im just not ready yet.. not yet.. still got some construction work in my life..

tiring and disappointing day... boo...

Monday, March 27, 2006

hair treatment

today.. i had hair treatment from my friendly barber...
i also played pool with YQ.. 1st tiem i saw him in 3 mths.. just got back.. fun fun..
i bought a new pair of street shoes.. nice and white and gold.. nike..
blah.. there goes my boycott of nike shoes..

hmm..today i.. hmm what else did i do... i finished "friends" season 1.. super funny...values protrayed.. wah crap.. but. eh. haha funny?

today i..overspent again.. as usual..

today i...saw the ugly acsi IB uniform. and tie... when i say uniform i mean the girls' blouse... can die... fanny did it somemore...hmm.. so few girls..wonder why...

today i ... ate at the acsi canteen/refactory/SAC/food court for the 1st tiem in a long.. the stall aunties still remember me. ahah..

Sunday, March 26, 2006

jazz by the beach

just got back from sentosa... jazz by the beach... wonderful... the pianist was super good.. and the pianist was my BB senior.. hahah..

ok.. got to know a few pple..crossing tribes... networking...

i still have'nt gone to see the 6270 and the 6280... so nice...

blaH!

Friday, March 24, 2006

bitterbad

i read some where that bitter things are warning signs that the thing that u are putting in your mouth is not good for you..well not not good.. but.. very not good. like could kill u not good...

so...where does alcohol come in here?and smoking?

hmm...feeling quite.. lonely..blah.. but i find my peace in God...nothing else matters..
funny how u can be surrounded in sch with so many friends and feel lonely...now..its even worse.. surrounded by imbeciles who cannot converse decently..

oh yeah. guess what. i saw another woman that looked like a guy today at work..

that pretty much sums it up..yay! *rolls eyes*
im off to listen to the melancholy of damien rice.. bye!

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

horrible english day

feeling very.. cheena...very.. horrible english day...

army has taken its toll on my spoken english..blah...suddenly i start to mispronounce words.. on a regular basis..i add "s"es in the wrong places.. and use the wrong words alot.. there are also times when i have to think how to pronounce a simple word such as quadraplegic..guess i duno how to spell also... my hair is really standing...

to cap it all off..now i can even think of a word to use in chinese... and am not able to find the english equivilent... help... im drowning.. in all the army lingo... HELP!!!

"bring me to life..wake me up inside"

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

...

sad..part 2
irritated part 10
frustrated part 100

sigh..

she's my kind of rain

hmm. why can't i just write a long thoughtful post? can't write? no skill?

i think im just lazy..here's an interesting tot from chloe...

"the remembrance of things past, of the wonderful but absurdly poseur and elitist mgs/acsi time when you simply had to hang out with someone who wore the blue and white uniform of those two schools and was of the opposite sex. the time when you're discovering boys and people around you started getting attached and breaking up and getting together again. days you thought would never end, and suddenly everyone's driving and we've forgotten the innocence, yes, i will persist in calling them innocent, of those days."

why can't i write liddaT? lol.. hmm..

of cos.. change the boys to girls in my context... it'll be a little scary.. if i discovered boys...

well here i am.. sitting here home early from work...waiting for my mum who's having a finger op..gonna meet her for lunch.. then bb..then.. blah.. i duno..exciting day ahead..
im sitting here listening to tim mcgraw.. nice nice...

She's my kind of rain
Like love in a drunken sky
She's confetti falling
Down all night
She sits quietly there
Like water in a jar
Says, Baby why are you
Trembling like you are
So I wait
And I try
I confess like a child
She's my kind of rain
Like love from a drunken sky
Confetti falling down all night
She's my kind of rain
She's the sun set shadows
She's like Rembrandt's light
She's the history that's made at night
She's my lost companion
She's my dreaming tree
Together in this brief eternity
Summer days, winter snows
She's all things to behold

Monday, March 20, 2006

12 in 3

12 members in 3 months... im crazy... what a faith target...

well.. God is crazier! and He will be faithfull to carry this thru!!!

"tell the world"

Sunday, March 19, 2006

g12 conference part 2

yes it was part 2 for me yesterday. i din go on friday due to duty..

yesterday was super exciting...witnessed and played for another wedding of kisu and dorathy..super nice.. and yeah..had the g12 conference... super exciting...

dreams and visions will come true... well faith.. trust. and the humilty to surrender to Jesus.. to take the wheel and lead you on.. nothing else in this world matters... so exciting the days ahead.. im excited..arn't you?

well i guess not many pple will find it exciting.. cos life is such a drag.. a drag cos there's no purpose in life..i've found my purpose.. have you?

yeah! oh and i got baby rachel back.. she sounds sooooo goood.. :) i like!

"tell the world that tell the world that!"

Friday, March 17, 2006

g12 conference

here i am.. feeling busy.. got so many things to pack.. got duty tmr.. and like wedding on sat morning. so might hafta go straight from camp... im smelling like yeast again.. dumb shower foam.. well..i think its growing on me.. getting quite addicted smelling like yeast...*sniff sniff*

blah.. blogskins.com not working.. wanna change skin.. hmm..

rachel is now at a spa.. wun see her till sat... sad :(

hmm g12 today was really good..i found my reason for being dere.. and like yeah alot of revelations...long story...

dreams... there's so many in my life.. but will i be able to fulfill them? will i have the faith to carry them thru? do you? what is your dream in life? can u achieve it with your own strength? will u be able to do the things that u always wanted to by yourself? do u realyl think you have the capability to do so?

the realities of turning 20 is setting in... and will be in motion in alittle more than a month's time..blah..

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

oat milk

ok.. i smell like yeast...i just bathed with shokubutsu oat milk.. i mean.. what the heck is oat milk!!!??

anyway.. the names are out~!.. ahahah.. my larrivee is named cailyn... and my taylor is named rachel!yeah.. so happy..

oh and rachel is taking a holiday at some spa.. to dehumidify her.. so wun be seeing her till sat..=(

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

baby baby baby

i have a new baby!
in addition to my darling.. what should i name her?(far left)
what should i name the new baby!?

so exciting..

Thursday, March 09, 2006

dating tips lesson 1

hello.. im your date doctor... and here is dating tip no 1.

just leave it to God...

this is to counter the effects of a brainless world that equates sex with love...

idiots part 2

why have dumbass rules when no one follows them anyway...

why take pride in these dumbass rules when even the leaders disregard it...

why live by these dumbass rules and make others suffer with your decsion of low intellect..

dumbasses

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

this is so cool

hello..im posting from email! this is so exciting.. and i think im really slow.. but. haha i just discovered it...=P

anyway... yeah.. cool! oh yeah. mei mei..u can change your time in the settings.. can change the time zone also..yupyupx=)

ok...this is getting rather out of pt.. discovering the power of blogger.com

diaoz

Monday, March 06, 2006

fake plastic trees..

or rather people...anyway. im just gonna do my 1yr 10mths and move on... some relationships are just not meant to last...all are put in my way by God... by not all are meant to be...irritating people...selfish pple..brainless pple...uncultured pple...ermsh.. retarded also got...blah! some pple are just not worth making friends with... rite?

anyway.. waking up at 1 am and staying up till 3 am talking to God rocks..so quiet...esp when the whole guardrm is sleeping...ok it was my duty time.. and yeah..good good. i like..but of course i would rather do my qt at a more sane time.. like 10 or 11.. then have a good nites rest...

Saturday, March 04, 2006

i love you

i love you.. no matter what flaws you have...
i love you.. no matter how many people have eyed you
i love you.. no matter the pain i feel
i love you.. no matter the dirt in your life
i love you.. shown in my effort for you
i love you.. showering you with money and time
i love you.. even though the cuts run deep
i love you.. for the songs you sing
i love you.. for the delight you bring
i love you.. even though your dress is not right
i love you.. with lemon oil
i love you.. the timbre in your voice
i love you.. as u mature each and every day

although i have had so many complaints about you... i still love you...*hugs and kisses*

wanna noe who? =)