Sunday, February 05, 2006
waiting
i'm like sitting here in front of the com waiting... waiting for someone to msg me..someone new, interesting.and yes, i should start getting used to the comma key..as liz so aptly put it............okok yes, im still here sitting for the whole nite, hoping just hoping someone would view me, add me on friendster, tag my board, msg me on msn, sms me, call me.. whatever. some one.. blah..im really in the "i wanna get to know some new pple" mood..yes daryl does not wanna meet new pple? he wants to meet new girls.. uh huh...so well i shall rename my mood.. its the "i wanna get to know some new girls" mood.. blah.. i sound so...desperate..no idea. its just a passing mood i guess. and guess what.. im still doing this...................and not this ","
dumb...
anyway..i duno why im hoping and wishing so much. just funny..falling sick..these few days.. learning alot more abt leadership this past week..heartache..ergh..
somehow deep inside me i really hope that this longing to talk to someone new is an open door to ministry. or the prompting of the holy spirit.. hahah.. yeah rite daryl...i duno..just so boring sitting in a room for like 24hrs with a group of guys that are so different from you..and how u were brought up..what u listen to.. and how u speak. feel abt things. apparantly like the rest of the ac guys in army.. im a "kantang" bloody potato... but.. nvm..i rather be a potato than a cheenafied person...a balance would be the best...
ok im rambling...duno why im feeling insecure when i know where my security lies? funny how dumb trival issues just pop up out of no where when u are like so comfortable...
what will i do for v day? well...God will not leave me nor forsake me.. so yeah. i guess. i will spend it with God.... =P
okok.. date with daryl... any takerS? lol wishful thinking
am i desperate? oh no... =P
okok.. just to let u guys know... im not desperate.. im waiting.. im just in this "i wanna meet a new friend" mood... where friend=girl... =P
nitex.
0 Comments:
Post a Comment
<< Home