Saturday, December 11, 2004
new experience
hey all.. my blog's not dead. =)juz got back from thailand.. ok la. not tat recent but still tat happened like this week. it was a wonder ful experience..somehting tat God put into myu heart.. well i also got a new com! and like signed up for driving! yay~! but like i feel damn slow la. duno whether can complete.
hmm..pple todae well in spore at least are like so materialistic. its like everything also want.. 5Cs its like things nvr end and like they are not contented..so many times we juz squabble over things tat are extremely trival. its like wat's the pt...if we juz step back and think abt it..sure to feel dumb after tat. cos.. well. its no pt fighting over such things.. y do i sae this? cos like its like so pain to see pple fighting over dumb things like games or money...when the pple who need it more and need to be blessed in thailand and like struggling for survival... simple life is wat they have...but well their lives are way way richer than our own in many ways...
well... ask yourself..now very free rite? during the hols.. nothing to do .. waiting for army or uni...we stay at home play com games.. go out shopping.. spend money.. get all the material wants. and all the creature comforts of home.. and this little bubble called spore.. but well.. i still hear pple saying they are veri bored at home... well my self inculded..how can this be? we haf all tat we want and to keep us bZ? how can we be empty and bored?
funny.. but the beautiful pple in thailand are juz so hospitable and liek loving is the key word... but no.. they dun haf many coms like us.. they dun haf the lastest gagets and games.. they onli have EACH OTHER.. to rely on, to depend on, to love... i mean like how's tat? they will nvr get bored...no saying tat there's no love here.. but.. hey.. the com has detroyed our social lives hasnt it? every one is self centred and selfish..think abt it...do pple give up their time willingly to do things to bless others without gaining anithing? or is this charity work cos of cca or like to show ofF? how many pple can actually sae tat they are willing to step out of their comfort zone to bless others in neeD? pple in thailand do tat.. do u?
one of the main things i took home from this really enriching trip was the fact of serving.. and getting the focus rite...everything belongs to God..EVERYTHING...u see.. before i went, i seemed to want everything and like it seemed tat i deserved it..but do i? i go dere and see tat the pple have like trouble having even love in their families.. and like a roof over their heads.. suddenly the problem of choosing the most expensive and prettiest prom dress is such a small problem.. or even fighting with ur siblings over who wans to use to com 1st.. its like so trivial..pple need the Lord...i mean it juz sickens me.. ok too strong.. but quite upsetting to know tat myself an the friends ard me care abt themselves so much...and many dun haf a heart for others.. the compassion for the needy and the heart for the nations...
everything is "i want the lastest com", "wat should i get for prom?", "wat movie should i watch?"
how abt " who can i bless todae?"
every thing materially is a blessing from God..
thus i came back touched down and rushed for prom... well it was quite a non event for me.. i was dere juz to be with my friends..veri underdressed but i really dun care...who would remember wat u wore to prom? but well.. the pple tat have been blessed will remember some one.. for life...not cos i want the recognision.but juz tat u made a differenece in someone's life..
prom was like so showy..nothing but ple dressing to kill.. rather ptless.. i miss the days in sch..hmm. sad tho..last time our yrs is actually meeting up..i tink i better stop here.. i miss thailand..
"a rafflesian will say ' i was from raffles' , an ACsian will say 'i AM an ACsian!' "
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