Sunday, July 10, 2005

atten c?

i really hope i dun get the above.. im just mins away from leaving my cosy home...home sweet home.. really is.. baaah..i miss it so much.. im so tired... dun rest during the weekends... how ironic... hmm..come back from camp. then out... then meet pple.. everyweek end is pack to the max....everything is rushing here and there.. im so tired of it.. i tink i should really change my weekend lifestyle.. i dun tink im gonna be able to keep up this tempo... its really really stressful and hectic.. even now im rushing to post this... ccannot believe it manz... i do things in a rush.. then things become more of a quantified item in my long list of to dos during the week end...

how long has it been since i could actually sit down haf a coffee.. talk... and haf no worries of where i have to be next... or when i haf to rush to meet some one.. or run an errand.... im already under the weather.. yes the crazy weather...i sleep very little.. i play too hard.. and i work too much.. hmm. sounds like disaster... hmm..i really pray that i wun crash..

its been veri veri long.. since i haf been able to be stress free... carefreee...not worrying... i tink im gonna breakdown very soon..tough times ahead... God will be dere.. constant...and yes.. i have very good friends.. always dere for me... thanks. to all..ok.. time to book in.. sigh... another long week...its a sunday evening.. and im depressed again... yes... book ins are always depressing...

"scars on His hands are larger than my doubts.."

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