Monday, May 23, 2005
losing...
i seem to be.. losing... losing manythings...many things in my life is changing...like my spoken and written english.. really is going down the drain...the environment that im in does not allow for a good standard of english.. getting quite frustrating...
im losing... my identity as an acsian... i duno.. but it just seems to be the case.. i really miss sch.. but then again... i feel so so so so far away...
im losing... my friends... those good old times... yes all just memories... quite distant memories...as heartbreaking as it might seem i reallly have to move on in life and let it go...red blue gold...these are my true colours...i will always let it show..
im losing...my old self... my old unfit self that was quite pampered and yeah... bum like...but i really dun wanna change... dun wanna change... i wan my old daryl back...
im losing...my interest in my old interests...like guitar? like the music that i love? pple in there only listen to radio crap... ergh frustrating..."good" music means.. all the rap and soul nonsense... bleah...my guit skills are getting rusty and down the drain...
im losing.. my ability to connect with pple.. and reintegrate with society..ok nuff said..
im losing...weight!
im trying my best to hold on to many things...seems my hands are getting a bit full..i dun have a place to put these things down...i dun have a bag to put them in either...i dun wanna misplace or drop any of these precious things that i have in my hands...
i miss sch....
but i know im growing in the Lord daily!
"safe in a crazy world - corrinne may"
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